Monday, June 5
mac meeting. - Monday, June 05, 2006
hey,guess what, i have so much i want to say here.
but i think i'm really not in e mood to blog now.
i am.. .. a tad bit demoralised and depressed.
damn, i really wanna trash out my feelings here but only God knows who reads my entries. it aint gonna be good if i pen down in detail how i feel, esp since i'm quite hyped now and i might not mean what i say. or worse still, word leaks out and e story is twisted once again.
don't want history to repeat itself so i'm gonna make an effort to stand my ground now.
and i've been reading blog entries by my church friends and i am envious of them in some way. perhaps envious aint exactly the proper word, but here's the thing ; i wanna be able to think of God everytime something GOOD happens, and be able to realise that when things don't go according to plan, that it's HIS will.- like he's at the back of my mind sorta thing.
hope to grow and become a better person that way.
ps. aaron - apologies, i've been too caught up with work(5 math papers!) that i haven't been able to talk to you lately. =(
-kel